i'll not give nothing to you mom, i'll give you sincerity

today is mother's day. today one of my friend (just call him moron) made his mother cry because came home lately. so he want to apologize with bought a bouquet of flowers. we went sixes in order to accompany "moron", but its turned out, who bought the flowers be half of us (i'm not included). I got to ask myself, "why i'm not buy it too??" then i remembered the story of my birth which told by my mom a few days ago...

i was born at 10 months gestational age, its also because contraction drugs given. previously before i was born, when the gestational age reached 9 months my mom was very afraid because i didn't indicate'm alive, i didn't even move like other babies in the womb. My mother repeatedly changing doctors, but they always suggest for surgery. My father didn't want gave birth by surgery, he wants my mom gave birth naturally, so they both decided to wait the contraction. but they can't wait too long, that's already 10 months. doctors gave drugs for a contraction, and they tried to birth normally, until finally mom's amniotic fluid out and turned into green color, but i'm still not being born. the only way to gave birth to me was by surgery or i would die. mom finally decided to do the surgery. then, i was born healthy, despite my skin becomes wrinkled due to rupture of the amniotic fluid. difficultly of my birth process maybe because my mom just realized her pregnancy when already one month old, and she craves durian during pregnancy (pregnant women shouldnt eat durian)

this story made me feel to have a big debt to my mom, i feel she has saved my life at that time. i can't guessed, maybe if she isnt my mom, i may never see the world, stand to the ground, laugh with my friends, play computer, memorize physics formulas, or just feel the gusts of wind.



in the end, i didnt buy anything for my mom, but i'd give something for her. i give my sincerety. I do whatever she sent at me. It was not "something meaningfull". But i'll try to do it all my life....